This is my plea to you, Vincent, I’m lonely, and uninspired, and tired, and I don’t know where you’ve been but your couch is still here. I’m lost and I’m lonely without you, and I’m sorry that I made you feel unwelcome. My minds been closed for so long and I can feel it dying. I need my muse back. So this is an open invitation.

You scored as Spiritualist. You are a Spiritualist. You are most at home in the subtle realms of existence, and since you can’t be there all the time, you communicate with spirits regularly to keep at least one foot on higher planes. As you progress, more and more of your interaction is based on planes other than the physical, and while this can draw strange glances from those who overhear, for the most part you…

Finally finished coloring Judy. 🙂 Judithe Sparrow ran away from her home in the country at the age of fourteen. Winding up in the big city she was invited to join one of the crow street gangs, Black Clawz, by its leader, Strike. There she learned the basics of modern city life, until the Black Clawz were wiped out in a military raid. Fleeing for her life, she ran into Scott Basdan, who brought he…

Colored version of this pic http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/21545953/ I’m starting up the characTarot set again, and I thought I’d start by coloring the ones I already had. I also decided on suits for the suit cards. Fools, Heros, Scholars and Darkness. This one is a Face Card, Ill Counsel, depicting Eowyn as she almost falls for Grima’s flattery

Superman= our Lord and Savior???

Okay, so I suppose Superman has always had vaguely messianic overtones, but this is pushing it a little far. I just saw the trailer from the new movie and the last line really caught me eye. (paraphrashed) “it is this, their capacity for great good, that I send them you, my only son” Tell me that dosn’t read like a passage into the new testament. http://www.apple.com/trailers/wb/supermanreturns/ Personally, if I had to pick a comic character…

Its been ten years since Samuri Pizza Cats, ten years since I became a fangirl, at least, up in my own headspace. I’d made up stories about cartoon characters before, but that was just kid stuff. I was ten when they started wanting to be written down. I remember it was my dad who first introduced me to it. I bet he wishes he hadn’t, now. At first, I refused, because it looked stupid, but…

Really fuckin’ angry

I’ve been having a hard time of it on livejournal lately. Who know joining Otherkin (the community) would be so filled with drama. Mostly I’ve been given a hard time for believing in the validity of Otakukin (that’s ‘kin who believe they are the incarnations of fictional characters) The Otherkin (who believe they are the incarnations of dragons, elves, etcetera) have a hard time believing that someone might be the reincarnation of Squall Leonheart or…

friday the 13th blues

So I’m going to be 20 on Sunday. Its not like I have much of a choice in the matter. I’m not getting anything, at least, not on the day in question. My presents come at least a week afterwards. Every damned year. I even have to work on that day. But oh well. What can you do? Maybe I’ll call in. Probably not though. My throat hurts. Not like I’m sick, but like I’ve…

Musing on Trolls, and other internet amusments

It’s a universal fact in the world that some people are just incredibly unpleasant. Its not like they’re going to change their ways, even, nay, especially if you point them out. That’s why flame wars where one person is calling people fucktards and insulting their mother and the other is coming back with logical, well thought out arguments against this is … just funny. Its like a train wreck, so difficult to look away, even…

Lines for teacher

Poorly planned, ill advised attempts at garnering popularity and attention are a bad idea… Poorly planned, ill advised attempts at garnering popularity and attention are a bad idea… Poorly planned, ill advised attempts at garnering popularity and attention are a bad idea… Poorly planned, ill advised attempts at garnering popularity and attention are a bad idea…

I had somehow forgotten why I hate being associated with subcultures. Now I’ve remembered, oh, how I have remembered. Is it the blatant stereotyping of outsiders? Nope. It’s the constant hypocrisy of those who claim to be open minded. I think Johnen Vasquez said it best with his Anne Gwish (I’m not going to explain it to you if you don’t know) It all pot calling kettle. Has no one ever heard of that saying…

Some Poetry

Ode to a Cruel Muse I can hear the fizzing, if I put my ear to the top, The sweet promise of carbonation, even before I open it With my fingers around the firm, pressurized can (that should be bitingly cold to the touch, ideally) I gently lift the tap and then yank TSSSSSSS THOCK!! And a little bit of vapor escapes from the top (if it’s really cold, which is perfect) The fizzing gets…

music ‘video’

So I spent all yesterday fucking with windows movie maker, and ended up with THIS. Its… not great, and its comic book stills so its more of a slideshow than a movie. But the song is good, and it amuses ME, so nyah! 😛 You can find the lyrics HERE if you want them.