I’ve been having a lot of issues lately. One of them is a total, crushing contempt for my own corporeality. Not just the way I look, but the fact that i have a body. The fact that chemicals and hormones in my body change the way that I think and feel. The possession of a libido is highest on my list of grievances. If my body didn’t turn my desires into sexual desires, then I wouldn’t be a (sexual) pervert.