Narcissistic Buggery

Well, I discovered today that Mordax had done a very pigheaded thing indeed, without asking for permission or even letting the rest of us know. I’m speaking of course, of the fact that she went and made all of those entries older than a week or two in this journal private and therefore invisible. Now I realize that this journal bears her name, and that theoretically that gives her the right to do as she…

I wish I were ready to die. It would be so much easier than actually dealing with my problems. I hate the world, and 99% of the people in it, and I want THEM to die, but damn if that isn’t a lot of work. I guess that’s what god invented nukes for.

Perfected.

The other day I said I was going to make an announcement. Now, the time is right. Now the time is right to shed this plebian mask. For years I have been scheming, dreaming, waiting and withstanding. All of my life I have been pushed around by those who misunderstand my brilliance. Parents, teachers, bosses, smirking men in the street. I want them to pay. And I’ve been working for so long, working on my…

Debrief

Well, since I can’t be with you this lovely afternoon thanks to Bunny-Chan’s poor planning (really, I know I didn’t tell you when I’d be back, but isn’t your job supposed to bend around me?) I’ll have to give you a static update. This particular missive is viewable to you only Selbelis, so I do hope that you appreciate it, hmm? As you can probably tell, I have returned, unfortunately with little in the way…

The Following is a tale of idiocy

So I play an online pet wolf breeding game called Wajas <- This is my Wajas avatar. It has been my avatar since I got an upgraded account 3 mos ago. Today I received a PM. Sent by Pinto-Avid RPer 14 M/38 M (#702) on Jul 7, 2008 at 03:25PM ================= Theres KIDS on this site.Little 9 year olds,8 year olds,10 11 12 year olds. Sent by *~Mistress Sae~* (#68958) on Jul 8, 2008 at…

By all thats unholy, I never, never should have agreed to teach a class of 8-12 year olds. It is CRASHING AND BURNING. But the woman who hired me seems to think its going great! *headesk* 12 is barely old enough to teach a a subject like world building to if the kid is particularly bright. I have a couple of 8 year olds for fucks sake. Feel like I’m letting everyone down. And on…

Arrrgh. I’m getting so damned frustrated. My sixth magazine rejection on my short story. I just don’t understand. well, hell, I’ve heard of some really famous authors being rejected again and again before they finally got published. The only solution is to keep trying. Crossed 60k on my novel. Pretty soon I’ll have to start looking for an agent for that. Not sure I’ll be able to bare it if that work ge3ts rejected. Comments…