I… don’t know how to respond to this. It feels like I’ve been punched in the chest. Seriously, my heart is beating fast, and I feel like I’m going to throw up.
Why are you letting them tell you this? Why are you letting *them* define who *you* are? Letting them tell you what to think? If you’ve had a revelation, fine, I’m not going to tell you what to believe either, but why are you posting it in public?
You’re giving the trolls what they want!
Don’t you see how it makes the rest of us look?
If one of us decides that he has been acting crazy, it gives validation to their pointless arguments.
What does any of what you posted have to do with being who you are? What does your diagnosis say about who you are? Why are you letting them *tell* you who you are and who you have been?
I don’t believe it. I don’t believe you believe it.
God, I think I’m gonna cry. I can’t fucking cry, I’m in public.
I defended you! I said you were the most genuine example there was. I said if someone spoke to you without knowing, they’d see who you were.
Its obvious to me who you are.
I defended you even when you were telling all my other friends they were crazy, or stupid. I said, hey, its his opinion, he’s not being rude.
I thought, even if he doesn’t believe what the rest of us are experiencing, he’s experiencing something himself.
And now you’re letting them tell you that your personhood is not only invalid, but is a sickness in your brain.
They can’t even tell that! 100 years from now they’ll be looking back at modern “psychology” like they look at fucking frontal lobotomies and brain lesions. Another idiotic mistake on the road to understanding our bodies and minds.
I can’t believe this. I can’t take this.
I need to go calm down.
Do you think the rest of us are crazy too?