Why can’t I just be okay? There’s nothing wrong, but I just feel… bad. Like my whole life is such a fucking waste. What am I doing? Why do I hurt so bad?
Why do I have to be so afraid?
Christmas is coming. I love Christmas, but my family always manages to mess it up. They mess everything up. I just want to be alone.
Mordax is fine. I wish I could just not care like that.