crossposted from my tumblr

I never use LJ any more. If you’re still interested in what I have to say, follow me on tumblr. This is my last post here. Hope you guess my blah blah blah. Why did I stop posting and fighting and consoling and advice giving? I’m sure people think its because I stopped believing the whole thing. ‘Grew up’, whatever. The answer is no, I didn’t stop believing, it just stopped being a belief that…

Hardship

Its been a difficult couple of weeks. I thought with my brother home from the hospital, I might be able to enjoy some pleasant time at home. I thought “Well, he’s still sick. Of course mom and dad will walk on egg shells around him so he won’t throw a fit”. Of course I was wrong. At some points my father seems to be going absolutely out of his way to torment my brother. This…

Xelloss Image Song english Dub

Its been my ambition for almost a decade to do an english version of Xelloss’ Slayers Next image song. I’m rather fond of the lyrics I came up with. On the other hand I will be the FIRST to admit that my singing voice is really, really terrible- both flat and nasally. I’ll also blame the crappy mic. If someone else would like to take a crack at singing this, I would be absolutely delighted!

Ganked from sletia

Fess up, who was the last person you thought about kissing?My bt. I’m not a kissy person. Ever walked in on your friends having sex?Nope. Ever sang to the person you liked?Yes.  Are you a shy person?Only in large groups What are you excited for?D&D tonight Do you have memories that you want to forget?Yeah, some of my more foolish childhood incidents. Are you happy?No. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3…

Furry meme (ganked from thedogisdead

1. ( ) Have you ever howled at the moon? (right off the bat this seems biased towards canids)2. (x) Have you ever barked at someone? 3. (x) Have you ever found yourself drawing or scribbling furry art when you’re supposed to be doing something else? 4. (x) Have you ever worn an animal costume or tail as a child and pretended to be an animal? 5. ( ) Have you ever eaten out of…

Linkara

So, Linkara’s “review” show is becoming less review, and more narrative self-indulgence, which, honestly, I wouldn’t mind since I like him so much, but it makes me want my OWN self indulgent vlog series. :/

Writer’s Block: A rose by any other name

Well, neither of us usually answers these questions, but this one seemed to be too good to pass up, Our birth name "Greer" is the name we’ve both had to answer to since childhood, obviously. As such, while it applies to both of us, neither really "owns" it. We’ve come to think of "Greer" as a gestalt entity; the two of us functioning together. The person that those who know us as one person see.…

My new haircut

So I did it. Swallowed my anxiety about it, and went and got a professional haircut for the first time in over a decade. And I am so glad I did. Not only does it look great (in my opinion) but its great to just have the weight of it “off my shoulders” but literally and metaphorically. Click for larger

ganked from lindsay0819

Your result for The Four Elements Test… Water Personality Creativity, Intuition, and Knowledge With water as your dominant nature, you are adept at working with your senses and are a highly creative individual. You are open to new ideas and think fast on your feet, always taking the well being of others into consideration when you make a decision. You are likely devoted to making things the best they can be, and your flexibility and…

ganked from darksumomo

I’m a O76-C1-E48-A1-N66 Big Five!! Openness to Experience/Intellect High scorers tend to be original, creative, curious, complex; Low scorers tend to be conventional, down to earth, narrow interests, uncreative. You are relatively open to new experiences. (Your percentile: 76) Conscientiousness High scorers tend to be reliable, well-organized, self-disciplined, careful; Low scorers tend to be disorganized, undependable, negligent. You probably have a messy desk! (Your percentile: 1) Extraversion High scorers tend to be sociable, friendly, fun…

Chronology of our Religious Upbringing and Related Anecdotes

Since religion, the occult, etc, gets discussed with some frequency here, I thought it might be helpful and/or interesting to some of you, to know what my real, familial religious background has been. The answer is… total shambles.198X-90: Unitarian Universalist Church in LA: The first church David and I remember attending is this one, in LA when we were between 2 and 4 years old. Looking back it was really more of a social club…

The Return of the Beast

***Self*** The past, what, week and a half, has been a special kind of purgatory for me; a kind of experience many of you reading this could only imagine. My detractors would say that I could only imagine it as well. Before this, I was nearly ready to agree with them. I don’t know how many of you are really aware of this, but for a while now it’s been an open secret that I,…

Wow, there is a surprising lack of decent iconnage in this journal. Hi, I’m Vincent (NOT that Vincent- whichever one you’re thinking of) and I and a few others will probably be making use of this space in the days to come. I hope we can get along, be friends, etc. If you’re looking for Mordax I’m going to say that she’s…. …not up to fronting right now, and hope that you all get that…

Seen this a few places but haven’t been tagged, so

Who Do You Think You Are? Meme List ten things that you think make you who you are. Try to list things you believe about yourself, not perceptions other people have about you. Then tag three of your friends to do this!1. I am a genius2. I am batshit insane3. I’m evil, no really.4. I’m pretty charming in an obnoxious sort of way5. I’m over the top melodramtic6. I have a fluid gender identity7. I…

Nomenclature: or how I learned to stop worrying and love being Overlord Mordax

You know you’ve been using a moniker for too long when it starts to feel like a name. I don’t even blink when people call me Mordax anymore, even offline- I think of myself as Overlord Mordax more often than I do any other name. Saevitia, on the other hand still feels like a net name. I guess it’s not surprising that I’ve gotten used to being Mordax. After all, I’ve had then name for…

23 hours, but now he’s done.

My fingers ache, and I think my eyesight’s going. I’ve been doing slow, careful, frustrating work, for no lie, literally 23 hours ( slept in between). What was I doing? All day today and yesterday, I was making a doll. Meet Corporal Rukkah; a Jägermonster. MY Jägermonster. Neither the pics nor the video do him an ounce of justice; I’ll be borrowing my bf’s cam for better ones when I can. He is the best…